Tuesday, June 30, 2015


Have you ever felt so anxious before?
You feel sick to your stomach that you're not sure if you're about to puke or have really loose bowel.

Well, that's how I feel right now. I can't sleep at all. It's been a week or more that I just cannot sleep. Many ask me, even mama, if I'm just excited.

No. This is not excitement. This is me entering my panic mode. I'm anxious, nervous, scared.

Oh yes.

Lord, I know everything will work out because You are working in my life right now.

I will be still.

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Monday, June 22, 2015

What have I done..

I entered a world of no return...

Dun dun dun..

Organizing and packing.

Anyway, try as we may.. I can't bring my entire house x.x I'm a sentimental freak and I want to bring everything. We now have 4 huge bags of trash cough because I have been not taking care of my stuff over the years.

We planned to pack within the time limit of an hour and a half.didn't happen.Why?


That's why. (╭☞´ิ∀´ิ)╭☞

For some reason we ended up with 2 luggage bags with 20kg each in about 3 hours, and my clothes aren't even packed yet!! (╯⊙ ω ⊙╰ )

We're probably redoing stuff :(

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Saturday, June 20, 2015


I'm supposed to be doing 2 things right now.
1. Sleeping
2. Relaxing
But I can't. xc

1. I can't sleep because I have to take care of my man, and my little man. They both have a fever T-T

2. I can't relax because I'm so anxious about the changes that I am and will be encountering in my life. Getting worse because I can't talk about it (yet).
So yeah. My sleepless nights are far from over. Anyway, I've signed up for the sleepless world when I decided I will be a mom. And that's the good part to all this. :.゚٩(๑˘ω˘๑)۶:.。


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Tuesday, June 16, 2015


I have taken my Professor's advice about letting time have my emotions die down a bit before writing stuff down. So that when you read back on it -- it's less yucky, and tormenting. Having a clearer perspective on something that you are subjective about so you can be objective about it.

My husband and I (I finally got used to saying this without cringing xD) -- 
attended a parenting seminar.