Wow it's 2017!

Yes, I know. I have been slacking.

My 2nd baby boy was born February 3, 2017 and so my life went on it's on take of roller coaster. Yes, I'm using my children as an excuse of not blogging. Why? Because that's how I roll. ~Ô_Ô~

Anyway, so much has gone on -- I mean it's already half of the year! I don't even remember posting for the end of 2016. (Pregnancy brain -- at that time).

I really try to update my facebook though which of course is only searchable if you have facebook so that's much help right? But my youtube is still updated! Click HERE to see.

Oh! Now I remember why I have not updated in a while. It's because my job as a ぐんぐん teacher ended, and I guess even when I tried not be, I was bitter. So I kinda felt that my blog was useless.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, I am still a substitute teacher .. and now more serious in wanting to really study Japanese. Hopefully to take N5 and so on~.

Here's my mid year resolution. ^^

It's MAY!

SO remember my last post about my New Year's resolution. It was broken the next day. xD; I kind of didn't start my year of writing quite well. I've been in a writing stump for 6 years or so now. I really wanted this blog to have me write more, but I guess I have unfinished business in my early years. Anyway, as I try to overcome that hurdle, I bring good news! I officially have a VISA interview schedule now! Woots!! Please continue praying for my VISA so that I can settle down with my family in the US. Of course, I would be honest and say, I don't really want to leave. Who wants to leave family right? But I know God has a plan for me, Kyle and I were picked for each other for a reason. There are a lot of great opportunities set out for me because His plans are always the best. This blog post officially starts "God's Plan for MY Year." I claim it. I receive it. In Jesus' name! Yes, I will find a regular time to blog from now on. "Not to Write, for many of us, is to die." Ray Bradbury, Zen of the Art of Writing

Awkward

So my student asked me to give him one of my poems.
Oh heavens I had to go to an old blog to find it.
It's so awkward reading an old poem.
I am pessimistic until now, but I mean not as dramatic as before. So.. > <||

Here is that poem anyways:

Hook’s Triumph

One night in Neverland
Tinkerbelle felt weak:
Her light was dimming,
Her body fading.

No one believed in faeries
Anymore; no one clapped,
Not even Peter Pan.

You? Would you clap for her?
Do you even believe she exists?
Or you’d just let her walk on to
The path of the void?

HAHAHAHA I know I know so bad.
I haven't written anything in what ... 3-4 years. :(
I still haven't gotten over this one criticism... So .. > <

I was like, "what? you want to read my poem ><||"

Hello Post # 30!

So I have had a very long rest from writing. I really wish to get back to it.
I really want to try blogging more, the this is I am looking for a good android app for blogger...
I can't seem to find the "official blogger" app. > <

NEWS about me.
I would be taking the licensure exam in 2 months! o_O
I never expected this anymore. I mean I really thought that I would not be able to take it because of a lot of problems... But ... I guess I would.

*nervous*
God help me TOP it~ :3